Preparing for life

This past week has been a lesson in continuity, the ebb and flow of my life's calendar. Even though I'm preparing for my somewhat scary month long sea odyssey, the hum-drum of daily routine serves to comfort and calm me. Pay bills (even plan to have them paid while I'm gone), read the paper, attend bible study Wednesday night, play bridge on Friday. The more time I spend alone, the more I seem to be happier with myself. It must not be time for me to be in a new relationship just yet. But I will continue to try new things. A fulfilling outcome in anything is all in the preparation.